Helps me grow.

Stupid little things are what make me exuberant.
Tonight I decided to stop worrying myself on where I'm supposed to go for college. If I'm not able to go to Colorado this year, I'll go when I can. If I'm meant to go there...God will make it happen. I know He will.

I always notice how much happier everyone is when it's warm. We can all go to the snowcone stand and enjoy the sun and each other. Behnoosh and I drove with the windows down and the music blaring thinking "this is how summer is going to be" minus school. It doesn't matter what happens in the fall because summer is ours. No one can take it away from us.

We sat out in front of her house for a while, just talking. She's very interesting to talk to. There's so much more to her than what appears. Sooooo much more. And it's interesting to get to know more of her, everyday. It astounds me how much she really does care about other people and about the world. As much as she probably doesn't realize, too. It's funny. We were at starbucks 2 nights in a row trying to accomplish my math homework, last week, and just ended up talking. What do we have to talk about? We talk all the time. But I'm glad God put such a wise person in my life. It's good to have people in your life like that. We are polar opposite's in our views on life-but I wouldn't want it any other way. I learn so much from her.

It's so weird that everything is coming to an end. But it finally feels right. I'm glad you finally wrote! I missed reading. I always keep your blog up on my safari because I love what we have. Just ours. This is just ours.

God. Through every bad choice I make-please help me make the right one's more often. I'm asking you that more than ever, right now, at this moment. Last night I finally talked to Jade. For....about an hour cause it was really late. Face-to-face. That was hard. I miss her so much. But it's hard to let her back into my life, completely. So incredibly hard.

But all of this stuff...every single letter...helps me grow.