Everyone else is doing it...so why not me?
Okay, just kidding. I gave up meat for lent.
Maybe me and pops will grow closer...
New York was perhaps the most exhilerating expiriences of my life. I feel so whole and enthusiastic. I'd rather be there, but I brought some of New York home with me...so all is well.
Please come to Mexico with me.
please. please. please.please.please.
Times one thousand and three point eight to the billionth power.
But if you don't, I'd understand.
I loved tonight, by the way. I miss hanging out with you. The good energies and conversation. Even if it is just creeping.
Can't wait till Thursday.
p.s. I miss our morning talks about God. Weird to think it started such a long time ago, sophmore year, during zero hour. I miss it. And you. And God. I miss alot of old constant things.
Today I missed Abby. No lie.
Oh man. I'm not even sure if what I'm about to say is even worth writing. My heart was roughly thrown in so many directions by the person who is suppost to be my rock. That's okay. No need for detail. No need at all. No need no need no need to ruin this good energy. This lasting energy. This good feel.
I love you, God. As simply as a I write it, I mean it even more simply. There's nothing in between this love, there is nothing to figure out, or measure. I love you. And I'm pretty sure you love me to. This mutual feeling makes my head spin. Not like vertigo...like a calm carousel. Like a happy, sunny, bright day.
What am I saying? Who knows.
But I'll bet no one has a swatch, like me.
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