It's just everywhere once you grab onto it. Memories. Feelings. Scars. Joy. Man, that joy will fester in your soul for as long as you'll let it. My stomach is grumbling for whatever reason and there is much too much graffiti to scrape off my windows, but I am content.
"Every time we drift, we're forcing something that is wrong."
I can get that. When I drift away from myself, I feel uncomfortable. When I drift away from God, I feel alienated. I find myself in my Father, so I suppose those two feeling both coincide. I feel safe, as of now. This is the month that usually starts my downfall, but I have everything to grab onto. Memories. Feelings. Scars. Joy. Man, that joy IS festering.
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