"I am painfully concious of my need for further grace."
I am ashamed of my lack of desire. I am ashamed at my lack of desire.
Why is life like this? Why aren't we truly and madly in love with our creator? Like what? Why am I not striving to love Him and to please Him every moment I have the chance? And even when I don't have the chance. Even when it's inconvinient why am I not thirsty to go to great lengths to be with Him like I would for anyone I love. Like driving 4 and a half hours to Waco to be with my wonderful Kivu community. Like spending hours on end trying to convince my friend that her life is worth living. Like ditching homework and everything else going on because my other friend was heartbroken. Like holding someone when they cry and letting their tears soak into your vneck. Like sacrificing so much for the one you love. Or the friends you cherish. Or the family you're in. Why are we not surrendering everything for Yahweh. Why.
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