I just don't even want to move. I'm skipping class again and I know I'm so close to falling off the face of the earth. How can I possibly help anyone else before helping myself? I wish that somehow I could pull myself together so I could try and help her.
There was blood everywhere and that's the only thing that could resound in my mind. The fact that she was shaking so much because the warm blood keeping her warm was coming out so fast. There have bee times I've been scared for my life before...but it's a different feeling when you're scared for someone else's life...I felt paralyzed and I knew that if anything happened to her I would dissolve, too.
I talked to my friend who lives in the same house as her...for about an hour yesterday. Man, I didn't even realize I had that much free time on my hands...acting seems to be consuming my time in all the wrong ways.
15 more days until Colorado...and it couldn't come sooner.
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