We sing to say something.

It's 1:16. Just I thought I'd familiarize ya with the time. The ime it usually says my blogs are posted, are usually always incorrect.

My mind is fading into last year...
I miss Jade. How she was the only person in Norman who understood me and didn't judge me at all. I miss performing with her, being her sister, and her holding me when I found out about the cancer. I miss acting with her. I miss the weird way she complimented me, that somehow always seemed to make me feel better about myself. I miss her hugs. How we would hold hands before we would perform and squeeze tight during the award ceremonies. I miss hearing "first place DD Webb and Verrill" and skipping up to get our trophies with tears in our eyes because we worked so hard and loved each other, all the while. I miss how she put me in my place whenever I was out of line. I miss having a best friend close. She's like...my sister.

Summer went by too fast. Hawaii was beautiful and seemed so far back...the countless trips to Misourri never got old, and the good conversation I had with my grandpa for hours. I miss Colorado, and the mountains, and my friends, and the bubble. God, I miss Maggie. How annoyed she'd get because of my restlessness. I'd always shake the bunk. How I almost killed her going down the river, and how she got a nose bleed. I miss our late night talks when I'd crawl in her bed as she tried to kick me out, and we ended up laughing till our stomach hurt...I need to appreciate quality time more.

It's not even softball season, but I can't tell you how much I MISS playing more than ANYTHING. And this was my year to start on varsity...but I had to quit for acting. So hard, though. I miss my constant bloody knees and dirt under my finger nails.

I miss our zero hour chats sophmore year, just as much as Casey. I miss talking about God and it never getting old or redudant.

There's so much to say...but my fingers are getting tired. I hope I didn't make too many spelling errors...I'm writing this via phone. My cousin said she was depresses, today. I told her to look at the bigger picture. Depression (without being medically treated) is usually just a circumstance. Tomorrows a new day.

TOMORROW IS A NEW DAY. Amen.